I went to lunch today with my “friend”. It was too weird. It was like we were strangers all of the sudden. I told her it felt weird, that it felt like we were awkward, we probably just were. Hell, I don’t know. I guess the whole thing has just taught me about myself, although I know, given the right set of circumstances, I could have fallen. Luckily this time, I have not. Now though, I am back to Square One. Where am I falling on the spectrum, and where do I want to fall? What do I want to keep the same, and what do I want to change. At least, at this point, I’m feeling a little calmer about the whole situation. I just wonder, am I ever going to feel normal again, or have I crossed over to the other side of the rainbow?
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