Good Morning BadAss!

Good Morning Bad Ass....(because it's 1AM)

I've tried blogging a few times since I stopped BearsMountain.  

It's becoming clear to me, that this is the one I need to write  in.  It's becoming clear to me, after so many years of disconnect, that I need to pick up where I left off...and move on.

Move on in time, and move on in history, and claim my past.  What is written in these very hallowed pages are the only clear memory of what happened to me during my coming out time. During the time I divorced my ex husband.  My kids are not babies anymore, I now live in a domestic partnership with my beloved girlfriend, with my kids, and with my dogs....in another house up on a hill.  Another house, in a different place, with a majestic view, even better than the one I had before.

I truly live in the "BearsMountains" now.  Not too far up the road, we find bear tracks.  I've seen lynx's running through my yard, and jack rabbits that are big enough to eat a bear--well maybe I'm stretching the truth a wee bit about the jack rabbits....but they are so big, they scared my dog!

I work in an old haunted inn....and I love it.

My yard is too windy to grow a garden.

When it snows here, the wind howls.....cries and wails for his love to meet him in the east.  It's a magic place.  I knew it when I walked in the door the first time.  I felt that "home" feeling for the first time in my life.  I don't  know how I willl survive here in the long run, time will tell.

It's time to start writing again.  I've been reading my old writings, and feeling like I need to go home, which is why it's my prerogative to do what I want, and what I want is to reclaim 'Old Crone' and move on.

If you remember me, and my story, stop by and say hi!  If you have a new blog, give me a link.

Welcome back to me!

OC