After having almost 24 hours to process what happened last night, I'm not sure how I feel about it.
Where do I start. Last night went right where I think I was wanting it to go. We kissed and we kissed, and we kissed, we touched, we made out pretty intimately....and I really loved it. At the same time, she is my super close friend, and I know something like this could mess it up. I don't feel super wierd about it, but I am concerned.
I want to do it again though, with more time to explore....I really haven't even felt guilty about it, it doesn't feel like cheating to me, it feels like loving. I think that is because I know my life is my life, this is extra...it's important, it's making me feel alive. I need her....in so many ways.
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