I'm sitting here contemplating my evening and where I want it to go. I wish I could get rid of these feelings, I really do, but I can't. She is coming over for dinner, my kids are here....we are going to BBQ....have some wine, get the kids to bed, and watch a movie.
She was touching my hair today, telling me it was pretty, and it was really really nice, too too nice. I watched her body move, and I just want to make her feel good. I just want to touch her. How do I deal with this? How do I stay away when my heart doesn't want to stay away????
I'm going to stop this now....will write more later...
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