Don't you hate it when you are away from home, with a long trip ahead of you the next day, and you can't fucking fall asleep?
It's how I feel right now. I've even taken my sleeping pill...and no go. I'm tempted to pack up now and take off, except for said sleeping pill and it would take me 150 miles to get to the next town where I'm guaranteed to be half asleep and then have to spend another 100 bucks on a motel because I'm too tired to drive any farther.
Tonight sleep feels like that elusive orgasm that you can almost feel, you are almost there, but not quite....nothing seems to bring you to the edge, and finally you just give up hopelessly, only to find yourself cresting over the edge.
Enough with that, Just need to give in and go with it. I'm up for a reason, I just wish I didn't have almost 600 miles to drive tomorrow with two screaming toddlers.
Tonight my love, he told me that he felt like a part of him was gone, it was one of the sweetest things he's said to me in a very long time. I just wish I didn't have the feelings I have for this other person in my life. Scary and sweet, that sounds like something off a chinese food menu.
I sometimes feel like I'm running out of time to experience things I want to experience. Life is running by way too fast. My little niece, I haven't seen her in two years, all the sudden she looks like a teen ager....how do these kids grow up so damned fast. Are mine going to grow up just as fast?
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