It's 10:30pm, and I'm sitting here waiting for a load of laundry to get done so that I can fold it and put it away before bed. Since I've been home from work, had an hour long visit with a therapist for my daughter, made dinner, cleaned the kitchen up, made coffee for tomorrow, tucked my little boy and girl in bed, read my little boy about 6 stories before bed, folded and put away 3 loads of laundry, run two load through the washer, and two through the dryer, changed out the cat box, swept the laundry room floor, cleaned the washer and dryer, and cleaned a toilet.
No wonder I'm tired.
I am lucky I have a husband who helps as much as he does, but still I feel resentful a lot of the times while I'm doing chores at night, and he is going to bed. He went to bed an hour ago, and I am still feeling like I can't until that load of laundry is done and put away, but if I don't some how keep up, things get so chaotic. I'm just tired. I have to see my doctor tomorrow, and I have to have a follow up mamogram because it's been six months since my biopsy.
I'm surprised at the amount of fear that is running through me regarding the mamogram.
Over and out tonight..
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