Ok....so we had her over to dinner last night, along with some other friends. All was going well, we had some wine, we had a great dinner. We had a campfire, and even with all the people at my house, I'm still feeling this.
I wish I could get a handle on her....she is hot, she is cold....I know she is feeling this, but she is so seriously holding herself back...as well she should I guess. I'm not up for grabs, and don't want to be up for grabs....but I want her.
I need to pull my feelings back for all of us, but it's so damned hard, and I so don't want to...but I need to, but can I and will I? I'm not sure of this even now. This is so powerful, my connection to her.
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